Friday, April 23

Gonna miss this....



Farewells are perhaps the 'toughest' part of a human's life. At-times I wonder, why cant we stay with 'our' people forever. Come to think of it, it takes so long to establish a deep relationship and by the time the real bond gets established, its time to move on and make new bonds. Of-course making new bonds doesn't mean breaking the old once but yeah when the attention gets diverted, then maintaining a relationship becomes a bit difficult. Its so rightly said, making a relationship is much more easier than maintaining it and such maintained relationships make way for sum great friendships!!

When I firstly joined M.Sc, I didnt really knew why am doing it except for the fact that it was the only link btw B.Sc. and Ph.D and since I knew I wil b doing the latter, I had to join M.Sc. Getting into this department was a cake walk and I had a very strong passion towards Physics which drove me through this whole 2 years. Never intended to make friends here... all I wanted from this place was knowledge and mastery of this subject. My department is perhaps the most 'student-friendly' and we got quite a flexible system here. And the final year electronics lab sure rocks - No attendance, No record files... its just ur dedication and hard work that pulls u through.

First sem was quite tough getting adjusted to this new system, facing 200 new faces and trying to make a stand. Classical mechanics tut classes used to be so scary with nothing getting into head and there used to be hardly any interaction in classes except for exchange of tut answers. Recognizing group mates and sub-group mates took away our major part of first sem and when that was done, it was exam days and first sem got wrapped up very soon. Second sem was fun with all of us spreading our wings and seriously creating friend circle. Can never forget those days when me n Ayu used to solve quantum tut questions sitting in the metro or outside csl. That time our ruling equation was 'study=fun' and I really really enjoyed a lot with amazing subjects, amazing teachers and books.

Final year electronics lab was probably the best part of the whole M.Sc. and I enjoyed this phase much more than my graduation days. 'Wonderful people' are the real asserts of the lab. There were laughter, smiles, music, giggles, tears, romance, irritations, frustrations... probably all the emotions you can think about, we experienced all of them in this one lab. A place which I would always remember having enjoyed the most. There is sumthing strange about this lab, before stepping inside the door everyone will b laughing and giggling and will be full of energy but as soon as one steps in, all the energy would have disappeared as if there are energy suckers fixed in the entry door and these energy suckers gives us our energy back when we step out.


Every group in the lab had a tale of its own and we were all far far from perfection but I always felt that my group was probably the 'best' among all the others since I never faced all those strange problems that my other friends faced. 'Friends' ya I got them from this lab. Real gem of people.... gosh! I wonder how can people actually be so good and caring. If not for these people, M.Sc. would have been a terrible experience but thanks to them, it turned out to be very exciting and fulfilling. All those small little things... 'apna adda', gol-gappa mess in class, Holi celebrations, photo sessions, after-result side effect, trouble-shooter family, make up sessions, the 'blue-liquid' party, the many movies, the mast gossips, the problem-solution series, internal exam preparation, CSL hangouts, zoobi-doobi dance, My smilies n kamla nagar mkt, jai javan chowmine, walk to metro station, deep fried burger treat.... memories! memories!! How badly i want them to stay forever....!!


I remember telling Ayu a month ago "Its not the people, its the time". But guess I was wrong. I always valued 'time' more than 'people' but now I feel mayb its the 'people' who make 'time' so special. I will always be very grateful to all these friends of mine and am not mentioning their names coz I know they dont need me to. Its a dual way path and I have always tried my best to give twice as much as I take but if unknowingly I have hurt any one of u, then I wil take this chance to apologize for that. U guys rock and I can never thank god enough to have brought people like you into my life. U all have taught me, and I learnt. U cared for me, and I acknowledged . U made me laugh, I felt happy. U supported me, and I needed it. U payed for food, I ate it. U solved tut sheets, I copied it. U made me study, I made faces. U asked me to write a blog, I did it :) :)

5 comments:

Karthick said...

The last para sounded like some biblical lines ."U payed for the cake and i ate it" ..!! Good going goddess..!!

Ajay Gupta said...

hey its farewell of msc, not ours.it cant b ours,its just started;)u r getting senti yar. but yaah i m also filling hard to digest dat no more classes together. last lines .......
u rock dear. seriously;);)

Karthick said...

hey sunshine,

Tat award looks so beautiful on your page..!!

Handsomely placed..!! ;)

Shruti Narayanan said...

@ Karthick - thanks for the award buddy!! yup d sunshine award is shining on my page :)

@ Ajay - senti toh hona hi tha yaar... tum log ho hi itne ache. only i know how i controlled my tears in colg, kaheen na kaheen toh nikalta hi na...!! u hav been a great frd n i expect to get the advantage of ur company for the rest of my life ;)

mantiz said...

beautiful post, kinda made me senti too.. :'(
could relate to this cause my college days are also gettin over.. tc