It Hurts !!!!!!

I can’t see u with her… I cant … I cant … I cant!! I know it’s a part of ur profession but I mean at least not with her kindda girls … I was crazy for u coz u are so sensible and mature and balanced … y the hell did u agree to work with a girl like Mallika!!! It hurts to see u both together … laughing and talking … oh Rahul… after all y did u agree to work with her?? I know I should not criticize somebody but everyone knows what kindda girl this Mallika is!! And I know what kindda person u r… then why did u ever agree to work with her?? U know, it is always a pleasure watching u on screen… but when I saw the trailers of ur latest movie “Pyar ke side/effects” I wished that it wasn’t u and that I was dreaming!!! Hey Rahul… what made u sign a movie with that b*t** ???

U know something… I never ever liked watching movies and I actually used to wonder as of from where do people get so much patience to sit and watch a crap for 3 hrs!!! I never had the guts to watch horror movies!! Yeah am confessing it to u… I cant watch horror movies coz even a shreeky scream is good enough to scare the hell out of me and the very word “horror movie” is pretty horrifying!!! Romance I never liked... I mean what bloody shit man! And our good Hindi movies family dramas… yucks! They r far far far away from my tolerance!! English movies… well action I don’t like, fictions are too much stupid and imaginative that I cant enjoy!!! But with all these differences with the “movie industry” I always liked ur movies… they r different… esply 15 Park Avenue and Mr.and Mrs. Iyer!! My all time favorites… I don’t know if it is coz of u or coz of ur movie’s theme, that I like ur movies.

U r the best dear!! And am crazy for u!!!! I have lods of pictures of urs.. something which is so much typical of FAN’s … I know u have lots of them!! U deserve them!! U know something… the one thing that really really impresses me a lot abt u is ur attitude to work!! Ur acting is so damn casual but still so much demanding and powerful! And the one line that u said on the occasion of “Woman’s day” that .."I dont need a women's day to wish/celebrate it..more so I realized working with women like Konkana Sen, Shabana Azmi and Waheeda Rehman, all on one set!!" well that took away my heart!!! Hey dear… I don’t doubt ur decisions rather I was always proud to say that u r my fav!! But this time … movie with that Mallika … gosh! U can’t imagine how difficult it is for me to face my friends now … u shouldn’t have done that! I am afraid people are gonna watch the movie to c her and not to admire u!!! Nevertheless, be rest assured … am there to watch the movie and not for her but for u …